Black Widows was a writing assignment to write a fun song.
I’ll explain further:
When I tell people I am a musician a common response I’ve gotten over the years is, “That must be really fun!” Fun? I wouldn’t describe playing, or writing music as being fun. Here are some terms that describe my relationship with music: gut-wrenching, therapeutic, spiritual, life affirming, insightful, exploratory, and empowering. Music has been an all consuming force in my life. Fun is a term I use to describe things like laying in bed and eating ice cream while watching Project Runway.
As a singer-songwriter, I have learned that sometimes all those gut-wrenching and therapeutic songs are songs that are just for me, not songs for an audience. I have also learned that when I let music become all consuming I get eaten alive.
Black Widows was an exercise in lightening up and writing a fun song. I had been playing with this rather fun piano part for a while. Instead of digging deep in to my soul for some lyrics I came up with this story about a black widow. “Noises in the night and little things that bite” are fun, you ask? Sure. They are fun in a gleeful, yet macabre way. I already explained in the first paragraph how I struggle with fun.
I wrote this song for my band at the time, The Whiskey Romance, to perform. Since then I have gone from writing mostly songs about myself, to writing mostly songs about other characters. I find that the content still comes from my soul and that the songs are just as gut-wrenching, theraputic, spiritual, life affirming, insightful, exploratory, and empowering without slipping in to boring, whiney singer-songwriter mode. At least that is my intention.
NOW ABOUT THE PIANO!
The city of Shoreline, Washington has hosted Piano Time for two years now. Piano Time is a month long installation of music and art throughout the city of Shoreline. Twelve pianos were made in to pieces of art by local artists and displayed throughout the city during the month of August. The pianos were open to the public to play. I managed to make it to nine of the pianos. A friend of mine was tuning the pianos all month and gave me a tip that the Alice in Wonderland piano was in the best condition. I fell in love with this piano when I saw it. I think Black Widows was the perfect song to play on it. Both are playful, yet dark. Whimsical, yet creepy. The artist who painted this is Heather Carr. I checked out her website and really enjoyed entering her world. Her website is: http://heatherunderground.com .